It's really unfair to me...!!!

Why my relationship among my friends or my classmates always is the worst..?Can't be improve?Is it my character or attitude problems?Yeah...this few questions always come on my mind.And i can't find out the answers yet.Ok,i think all of you sure want to know what happen to me actually,right?So,now i gonna start my story telling already.Hope all of u would not fall asleep.Hehe...;p

This incident happened when i just went to my new school which is a new life for me too.I knew a new friend who call C, there.Yea i'm really glad to know her because at first i though she do not have any friends so i tried to mingle with her.She is really quite a nice person and quite smart student.I heard from other friends who same school with her last time,they said that she scored straight A's in her SPM.Oh,that's great i'm so poor when compared with her.Hehe..



Ok..let's straight to the point.Hope all of you haven't fall asleep. (Climax)...I just have a friend in my new school that is C.Yea that time i really did not have any friends except her.Besides that,some of my friends who same school with me last time,they also did not want to mix wif me.That time,i really felt miserable,sad and did not have the mood went to school.And,the shame thing is dat i had cried many times because of this thing.Some of them,they even call other classmates don't mingle with me.Also,they told other people that i'm a bad heart person.Somemore,they also spread around the rumours which related to me to all my classmates.Haiz...it's really hurt me a lot.On that time,when i knew all this things i really got on my nerve want to beat them.I don't know why they can treat me good infront of me but behind me they can talk all my bad things..??And somemmore spread the rumours.How come this kind people still can have a lot of friends around her?It's so unfair to me...!!!!!!!!!!


Yeah..one thing i want to say here is that everytime i'm sincere n use all my heart to treat all my friends.And,i even tell my secrets to my best friends.But,at last they used to betray me more than treat me as their good friends.How come this things always happened to me?It's such a sadden!!!



Lastly,i wish i can cope this problems among my friends.I hope that i can always go to school happily.And i hope that all my friends can understand me not just heard other people say.