Shame+Happy+Scare=????

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!My post dissappeared.Really "geram".I wrote so long then it dissappeared.I hate it!!I hate it..

Ok,well lets start my story telling.The day before(that was tuesday)as usual i went to school and came home.In the afternoon i went to cambridge(a centre that learn english).I attended the conversation class.There just had 3 people.All also girls except my lecturer.So,he gave us a topic about "beauty and physical attractiveness".Haiz..Why he gave me such a topic??I really did not have any ideas to answer this questions.It's because this topic was really out of my mind.That time,my eyes kept on roll here and there.

Luckily,the person who started the topic first was not me.I'm the last one.Hehe..glad to do it.When they all discussed about the topic,I just kept quiet.So my lecturer told me that "Why you isolated youself in your own world??".I really didnt.I kept quiet to listen what they talk about and it's because that i did not have any ideas to interrupt them.Haiz...make me really shame infront of the other two girls.Finally,one and a half hours reached.So,i went home and rest around two hours.Then, i went to cambridge again.I attended for the writing class.Sound like i'm crazy ??Hehe..

The lecturer same as the lecturer who said me.He gave us a topic which titled "describe a person who you admire the most".At first,i really did not have any admirer.But out of the blue,a person came into my mind.She was my primary school teacher(Standard Six).She taught me malay subject.Yeah,i really appreciate her so much.She is such a nice,caring and helpful teacher.She can sarcrifice all her time and money just to give us extra tuition(F.O.C).She really is the one and only teacher who i LIKE,LOVE & APPRECIATE THE MOST IN MY LIFETIME.Teacher since you taught us,you really taught me aaalotzz of things not just malay and also some moral values.You really is a nice and good teacher who i have ever met before.THANK YOU,Teacher!!!!!!!!Ya,i wrote all the things which related about her as my essay.Then,i pass up my book.After my lecturer marked it,unexpectedly he praised me that the essay very very good.So TOUCHING!!He also told me that the essay like a movie.He almost got into it.HAHA...All of you cant imagine what is my feeling on that time.I really happy when he praised me.Really such a long time did not have people praise me.I so PROUD to have my malay teacher.If did not have her,my malay would not improve so fast(2 months).

Although my points were very good,but i still have aaalllotttzzz of grammatical errors.Why I always did the same mistakes??Have anyone can help me??Can teach me??Like that,how can i sit of the coming exam---MUET(mid of the October).First is my speaking paper.I rarely speak at school and even also at home.How can i score a good band??I hope that i no need re-take it next year April.Oh ya,i nearly forget that i also register for the cambridge exam in the coming november.I also wish that i could get a good gred.If not,my mummy ask me to return back her money.RM240...is it a lotzz??Wish that i could get a good results in my coming soon MUET exam and also CAMBRIDGE exam.