Uncoorperate Group Members....

Today as usual I went to school in the early morning.After the assembly,we went to biology lab.We need to observe the experiment which we had done on last thursday by using a electron microscope.We felt so curious how come the time was already 8.30am but we havent see our biology teacher,Mdm.Yeoh.Where was our teacher??So,we all started guess that maybe she is absent.Hooray,GOD is too good to us,expectedly she is really absent. We also guess that she absent maybe is because she dont know how to handle today experiment.After that,our monitor confirmed with us that she is really absent,we continue carried on our experiment.Then,I and the other two friends went to a room to see our lab assistant to discuss somethings.I so worried of the folio of the soil analysis and quadrat.So,i planned to lend from my lab assistant.But,she told me that last week she already lend one of the group leader to photostat.Hey,how come I did not get it?After she helped me ask other people,from that I just know that one of my member already take it.How come she like that???Already take it,yet did not tell me at all.She thought she is group leader right???(These questions I kept on ask inside my heart)Then,she knew that is her wrong so she apologise to me.And,what she said??She said that that day the lab assistant gave them and asked them not to tell other people.So,she followed her instructions.Hey,so means that you thought me is other people right??I,your group leader,you could not all the things did not want to tell me.Like that,how I gonna give task for you all to do.And,from that is it you all can blame me that I not a responsible leader,do not know how to handle this task???I knew you all did not like me to be a leader.I,myself also dont want.But,what can I do??Is our teacher choose it from our class name list!!!!!!!Just can blame that who ask me so unlucky is number 15 in my class number list.I knew you all dont want follow my instructions.Everytime I said this,you all sure siad that.I knew I not intelligent and results not good as you all.I knew you all are better than me so much.I also knew that you all are too selfish always care about ownself.Nevermind,I already promise myself that I'll try my best to do my task properly and try to do it in the perfect way.Lastly,I hope you all could co-operate with me.Dont force me to write all of the bad things of you all inside the confidential report.If one day I really get on my nerve,I would do it as what I'd said.