Mum,my heart is bleeding...

You didn't care my feelings.You ask us not to mingle with them and don't tell them any single things of our family.Yeah,we follow it.But,why you didn't?Why you want to tell her about my things?She also complains her daughter's things to you,yet doesn't mean that you also need to tell her all about our things!!!Is it you feel shame because of me?I don't think so.It is because I am clever,hardworking,polite and a good daughter compare with her daughter(who last time also used to same as me).Although I have bf now,but doesn't mean that I lack of study.I still a good student who never break the school rules before(I mean the big case).My results not as poor as last time.You know STPM is very tough.I sure will get excellent results in my STPM and school exams because I want prove it to you.I want to let you know that your daughter is not as bad as you think.I want to let you feel proud in front of your friends and also her family.Last but not lease,today you really hurt my heart.My heart is bleeding now.My face is full of tears.I really did appreciate what you and dad had done for me.I never said that I didn't appreciate both of you.I felt so lucky to have you and dad as compare to my friends' family.I promise both of you I will study hard,earn a lots of money and give you and dad a better life in future.I want make them jealous and envy us.Mum,I sure I will achieve good results in STPM.I sure I can.I sure can fulfill you and my dream.I sure can get in the college and the course which I want.Mum,will you believe me?I hope you do.